beyond confused.
dear diary, so i’ve started this whole new thing in my life! idk where it came from and idk how it all started but all i know is that i love the attention! ive been talking to this girl for a little bit over a month now & im loving her company ; but at the same time i see she’s falling head over heels for me!!! i just got out of a 2 year relationship w/ my exgirlfriend whom i still LOVE && MISS soooo much. she still holds my heart. what do i do ??? im stuck. caught up. my ex had nothing to offer & all we ever did was argue. this girl gives me & shows me the world. it shouldn’t be hard to decide between the 2 but it’s like i just can’t move on. i can’t continue to hurt this poor girl who thinks im so interested in her. idk what to do? some advice would help but knowing my stubborn ass i wouldnt even listen to it. im being selfish & its not fair! but im loving it at the same time. ahhhh lord! idk what to do anymore. blllllaaaaahhhhh!
